I’m running around like a mad fiend. Feast time is upon us and I have lots to do. But I wanted to quickly tell you guys that I tried Zumba again and I LOVE IT EVEN MORE! 🙂
Physicals, or check-ups as I like to call them, are so delightful. This time around they had a totally new computer system that wanted to know my height and blood oxygen levels and whether I was left or right handed. Woo hoo. Apparently I’m an inch taller than I think I am. I pointed out that the last time I’d had my height measured I’d been 18 and barefoot, but the nurse did not care. 5 foot 5 is my new height. It’s in the computer so it’s official. Well, okay, then.
Other new things:
– More blood work. Fasting. Tomorrow. Oh yay.
– I need to lose at least 20 pounds. Me: “Yes, I know, but it’s very hard to lose weight when you spend quite a lot of time not being in any condition to exercise properly. Isn’t there anything else we could try?” Doctor: “Since you have a heart condition….” Me: “Wait, what?!”
-I have a heart condition. Undescribed. Awaiting some test results. No big deal. Umm….
– (back to the weight loss woes) “… you can’t have drugs to help that along.” I can, and should: walk, do low-impact exercise, swim, etc, and eat healthy. Which I’m already doing, but I’ll try harder. Maybe I’ll just travel everywhere with whole grain bread and tea and carrots. Why not?
– The doctor checked EVERYTHING, even my swallowing and listening to my throat at rest. I have no idea what that was about; he’s never done it before and frankly at this point I couldn’t handle anything else.
– My left side is way less limber than my right side. (Wherein I realized that my rheumatologist never does range of motion checks any more. Hmm.) Arm, leg, protesting. Which is weird because it’s my less grouchy side, at least the side that generally hurts less.
I think that’s it. More than enough.
Day 7 fell on the Sabbath and my parents were in town. We got up, walked over there (the short way), and had what passes as breakfast at my mom’s house: store bought sweet rolls. Checked the calorie count and ate just one (220 calories). Also had a banana and a cup of coffee.
Took a long walk with my mom just before lunch, slower than I’d have liked, but still we were out and about. Lunch was a turkey bacon, cheddar, and toast sandwich (total calories: 350).
Snack at church was a glass of artificially sweetened lemonade (0 calorie), a handful of popcorn (55 calories), and a devilled egg (approximately 65, which is pleasantly low).
Dinner after a long day of walking around doing hospitality (putting out snacks, cleaning tables, sweeping floors, washing, drying, and putting away dishes, etc) and waiting for kids to finish filming their program was pizza & salad & more 0-cal lemonade. I ate two full pieces of pizza (380 calories) and a small salad (50 calories) and a mini cupcake (80 calories) and a mini brownie (100 calories). (Most calorie amounts approximated from Calorie King.)
I felt like I’d indulged a bit, but looking at the numbers I am very cheered. So actually, all in all, not a bad day at all.
Day five was when I fell apart.
I got up, couldn’t find the exercise video I wanted, so had to do a different one. It was for the balance ball, an upper body workout, and really, it did go okay, but my head was down towards the ground a lot, which made my headache (day 5 of headaches, day 5 of fitness. a coincidence?) so much worse. Surprisingly, as the day wore on what I missed the most of my workout was the cardio part.
Breakfast was fine: another variation of oatmeal, fruit, and tea. Snack was unexpectedly a mini muffin at Greg’s MDO (muffins for moms, whee). Lunch was a small portion of a low-calorie version of mac-&-cheese with some yummy herbed zucchini. Dinner was pasta & sauce leftovers.
Everything was all right to that point, but after the crazy day I had (nothing went right. nothing. And then the kids brought other kids home, which I’d forgotten entirely) I really wanted a beer after dinner. So I had one. And then I wanted just a few Reece’s Pieces, so I had some of those, too. And then another high calorie bit of junk before bed. Like I said, after days of denial of things I really wanted, I caved.
I was going to allow myself a cheat night for Mother’s Day and I’ll just have to think of this one as this week’s cheat and Mother’s Day as next week’s cheat come a bit early, right? Tomorrow is, as they say, another day, so I’ll just have to start over and be good again.
Day Four was my last day of the week with my Nancy Marmorat video. Today’s focused on the "butt-ox" (I can’t help but giggle when she says it like that; it sounds like some ugly beast, silly, but true). I like to refer to it as the "booty" instead. 😉
Foodwise: breakfast was at my friend’s house and she’d made yummy sausage rolls. I had two of those, some grapes, and half a banana, encompassing both breakfast and snack times (we were there all morning). Lunch was leftover sausage & polenta & green beans. After-school snack was pistachio pudding (oh, and I was wrong earlier this week: we use 1% milk, so it’s even fewer calories). Dinner was beans & cornbread & pickles (Wednesday night is vegetarian night at our house).
I don’t know if I’ve mentioned this before, but I usually drink black tea at breakfast, green tea at lunch, then water at all other times. Sometimes I drink extra tea, but my rule is that I have to drink another half glass of water with my tea to rule out any dehydration that might come from it. (And that’s what keeps me from drinking too much tea)
Day Three I had the same kid-in-my-bed situation, so I put off exercising until that small window of time between taking big kids to school & Greg to MDO. Greg burst in on me at some point with a "What are you doing that for?!" The look on his face was priceless.
I got in some extra exercise today as well, in the form of walking up and down all the bleachers three times fast and walking to the car and back (at the very end of the parking lot from the stadium) a few times. I also had to dig some holes for the azaleas we got from church (I dug the 3 easy ones; Nick did the harder ones later).
Food-wise: Breakfast was a different oatmeal, a different fruit, and a different kind of turkey bacon (did you know they make one that tastes just like regular Canadian bacon?! I was so happy to find that out.) Lunch was very difficult, as I was stuck at Track & Field Day over at the Rose Stadium…without cash. I don’t know where it went, I just know I didn’t have it. A very nice family brought me a meal, unexpectedly, so I ate it: hamburger, fries, and a coke. So yummy. Fortunately I’d skipped morning snack (no time for that lately) and then skipped afternoon snack as well to make up for all those calories. Dinner was sausage, polenta, & green beans, all of which I ate reasonable sized portions of (double the green beans in proportion to the polenta).
Day Two was all about your partnership with God. It reminded us not only to avoid unhealthy foods, but to remember that you can ask God to help you with that part of the journey. That God is always protecting you and to try to remember that when you’re faced with unhealthy choices of all kinds.
So today I got up and had a stumbling block right away: a kid in my bed. I exercise behind the closed door of my bedroom because I find exercising to be super-embarrassing. So this was hard: do I wake up the little one to exercise or put it off hoping I’d find willpower later? Well, I ended up letting him sleep a while longer and then trying to transfer him to his bed, but he woke up anyway. I left him out on the couch with his brothers and went off to do my exercising.
In terms of exercise, I’m currently doing Nancy Marmorat’s video series on low-impact exercises. There’s one dealing with different groups of muscles each day of the week for four days, using simple items like towels and one pound weights. Yesterday worked on the stomach area and today worked the chest and shoulders (plus a warm up and several minutes of cardio). Then I’m doing balance ball exercises from physical therapy the last official exercise day of the week. I’m hoping to also walk the other two days, but I’m not going hinge all my plans on those two little walks.
Eating wise, I did okay most of the day. Breakfast looked like this:
(oatmeal, an orange, a slice of turkey bacon, and some green tea)
We skipped midmorning snack entirely. Lunch was some baked potato with very carefully measured sour cream and butter and a whole lot of chives (yum!) for only 400 calories of goodness.
Afternoon snack was chocolate pudding made with 2% milk (only 140 calories a serving for a 1/2 cup of yum).
Dinner was pasta & sauce with broccoli. I tried to eat more broccoli than p&s. And then I had a small piece of birthday cake (which I found to be totally reasonable given the skipped snack earlier).